Мишка died. To me his(its) eyes till now are remembered. In them was so much only. A pain, hopelessness, detachment, calmness. Much that was. But it not main.
Main was, that Мишка died, and I by nothing could to him help. Then it is possible much to speak, that the wounds were not compatible with life. To speak, that he was lost carrying out the task of a native Land and State. But also it not main. Main was, that Мишка died.
Died how the present men die. When understand, that a point of return already пройдена. When a pair of hours back him ещ ё could help, but it was impossible, already was late. Мишка was clever. Мишка вс ё understood. But even it is his(its) understanding, was secondarily. Main was, that Мишка died.
Died, it is possible to say at the centre of Europe. Умница, красавец. Excellent speaking on three European languages. Died as бомж and tramp, among нечистот and pipes sewer. Among крыс. But, even diing, he remained красавчиком and щёголем. Мишка was dressed in цивильный a costume, with иголочки. And if some details of a costume would not be slightly подпорчены, it would be possible to think, that the man is tired and прилёг to have a rest. But also it was then not main. Main was, that Мишка died.
Died in расцвете of forces. As a bird, which have lined(shot down) on излёте. He always joked. It(him) never saw sad and sad. Мишка, as the man all problems held in itself. He as though spoke by all kind. Look, I smile. At me вс ё it is good. Вс ё in the order. Though after loss of the mother and father, all cares of the grandmother and small сестрёнке легли on his(its) shoulders. When only he вс ё had time. But also it not main. Main was, that Мишка died.
Died easily and beautifully. Died with a smile on lips. If Мишка could, would joke and told next байку, which at him(it) was much. And I could not be kept and together with it(him) would roar. Speak, of laughter prolongs to the man of life. I do not believe. Врань ё. If it was, so then Мишка would live up to old age, and that and is longer. And as he laughed …. It happened is ready to kill. But it was necessary to him to laugh, sincerely, so,
As children laugh, and all rage departed, where that in the party. But it not main. Main was, that Мишка died.
Died, not having planted(put) a tree, not having constructed the house … … .Не having felt to the full of female heat and caress. As they were hung up on him(it). It should be seen. Silly. They did not know, that Мишка однолюб. He also likes половинку, simple librarian in glasses. Likes so, that is ready by hours to tell about her, unique(sole) and unique. And as his(its) eyes shined, when he showed е ё a photo. But it not main. Main was, that Мишка died.
Died, not having lived couple of weeks before the Birthday. Has not held on a little. Most a little. We were going to to mark at him(it). Together with the grandmother and it(him) сестрёнкой. They, probably, already have prepared to him gifts. Thought what to put on a celebratory table. Also what necessarily there were on a table apples. Мишка very much respected apples. But it not main. Main was, that Мишка died.
Died silently. Probably, what nobody to disturb, even by fact of the leaving(care) from life. Мишка said goodbye. It seemed, he at last wanted to have time(be in time), вс ё to embody in memory. He looked how the child looks at the world just родившийся. With fear, with a pain, with curiosity, with a smile. Мишка as though apologized for the death. And probably not from a pain, and from comprehension all it, on his(its) cheek покатилась tear. Slowly so покатилась. Probably and she did not want to say goodbye to it(him), and, slowing down speed, tried to deceive time. No. It was not the tear. Most likely, the drop of a rain, which has fallen from his(its) eyes. But it was not main. Main was, that Мишка died.
Is devoted to Michael.
The author Gorg. Январь.2010г.
